deeper in the whirlpool

she's fighting... she's fighting with herself to let go... she hates the fact she's breaking in her own soul.. she had promised to be strong... (promised to herself..) she asks herself why!

she can fake it to the whole world... she can blame it all on something else... but she knows deep within what it is.. she knows she's shivering at the thought...

this silence when it breaks will be a loud scream... this silence in all its benignity is a crashing bout of madness... a madness that is gripping her and ensconcing her with her each passing moment...

it is but her insanity maybe... it's rankling her right now...

...

and she crashes...

into silence!

(image credits to Sven Geier)

let go..

a sudden tryst with sanity has her up and awake... and the oft repeated question "what am i doing here" keeps her wide eyed for several moments... slowly she lets it all go... slowly she begins to float through it... and slowly... she settles down in nostalgia...!

life's symbolism..

a cuppa of mint coffee*... an open doorway... streams of rain.... 2 ravens on a tree with their backs to each other!

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