did... ?

did you walk under the cloudy sky? did you stare at the sunset? did you notice that white-headed eagle hovering above? did you tug at your hair and make a wistful wish? did you close your eyes to the darkness? did it embrace you...?

high on life...

as the journey becomes more important than the destination... as dreams begin to reach fruition! and as the quiescence gives way to a smile of hope and a wand of peace!

deeper in the whirlpool

she's fighting... she's fighting with herself to let go... she hates the fact she's breaking in her own soul.. she had promised to be strong... (promised to herself..) she asks herself why!

she can fake it to the whole world... she can blame it all on something else... but she knows deep within what it is.. she knows she's shivering at the thought...

this silence when it breaks will be a loud scream... this silence in all its benignity is a crashing bout of madness... a madness that is gripping her and ensconcing her with her each passing moment...

it is but her insanity maybe... it's rankling her right now...

...

and she crashes...

into silence!

(image credits to Sven Geier)

let go..

a sudden tryst with sanity has her up and awake... and the oft repeated question "what am i doing here" keeps her wide eyed for several moments... slowly she lets it all go... slowly she begins to float through it... and slowly... she settles down in nostalgia...!

life's symbolism..

a cuppa of mint coffee*... an open doorway... streams of rain.... 2 ravens on a tree with their backs to each other!

*(78mm copyrighted!)

orbital..

and after days she finds the time and peace in her head to open this page and pen her thoughts! it's still an incomplete painting... she sees it coming to fruition soon! it's still a few empty glasses... she sees a celebration soon! it's still cold and dark outside... but she likes the wind playing with her spirit! :)

her uncalled for hiatus cannot be explained... but yes this is where she has been off late.. 'high on life' with 78mm and her Adventure Log!