wish

she asked him to wish... wish for something anything... she had a feeling it would come true (yeah the corny feeling of woman's intuition)

he did. she asked him what... he slowly says "i wished for everything that makes you happy to come true".

she let a tear roll by in the dark quiescence of a star spangled night and wished she could wrap his arms around her and cry...

hiatus explained..

and maybe this is one of the ways she frees her darkness and lets it run wild.. while running free in the mountains herself... (maybe this will get her back!) and maybe.. just about maybe.. you would want to come along? (hit www.78mmadventures.com if you would!)

hiatus.

she thinks she'll be talking to herself for sometime now... she will open up her darkness to you again.. remains to be seen when.

~ takes a bow!

the uplifting!

crazy lonely nights as she curls into herself and tries to hibernate off to the world... voices in her head circling as alcohol and orange juice 'seem' to pacify... a dying inspiration... a waking torture...

..suddenly a peaceful weekend.. no voices.. no sounds... just pink floyd and her soul... just every li'l thing she knows she has to set right being set right and a calm descending! 

slowly she sits to count her lucky stars... and he calls her up just to check on her... it leaves her smiling as she settles down with yet some more orange juice! ;)

~ it's been sometime since she's been with herself... everytime she does it she ends up with that stupid grin on her face.. everytime she promises to do it more often.. everytime she gets lost in the sands for longer than planned...! 

replacement

since i've been at a loss for words and this is what it is it is it is.....

strings.. attached?

and then sometimes you crave a silence... a meditative one...

and then you end up in a depressive quiescence and need the noise...

but the voices get to you.. you can't bear to hear the pure mechanical sound of the human voice box..

and then sometimes... it's just simpler with some red wine and a guitar!

glinting!

and she closed her eyes... clutched her cellphone... and let the rain hit her face and reach to her soul while her hair twirled and ran free!