dreams turn to naught... a fairytale reaches a temporary close... she's seen something she probably never wanted to see... she's breaking away from it but it's a lot of 'what if's?' clouding thought...
a wish.. a want... 'needs' are hormonal! a 'fire'? yes... maybe... it's like a "cold fire" slowly erupting and eventually seizing... ~to do something... the 'something' in its state of un-definition is itchy and dizzy... it's molten.. it's trying to find shape...
'clutter' she wants to keep yet wants to organize... a semi burnt candle.. a painting she looks at and knows is her voice... she knows it came from the deepest spaces of her crazy mind... spaces she had never dared to venture...
a wish.. a want... 'needs' are hormonal! a 'fire'? yes... maybe... it's like a "cold fire" slowly erupting and eventually seizing... ~to do something... the 'something' in its state of un-definition is itchy and dizzy... it's molten.. it's trying to find shape...
'clutter' she wants to keep yet wants to organize... a semi burnt candle.. a painting she looks at and knows is her voice... she knows it came from the deepest spaces of her crazy mind... spaces she had never dared to venture...
The man behind these empty words
Is crying out in shame
Holding on to this sinking ship
When nothing else remains
It's hard to hold your head up
When you're kneeling down to pray
And the talking dooesn't come easy now
When the words get in the way
And if you could see what's going on
Behind these private eyes
The truth would look so easy now
But I'm running out of lies
You think the shadow of doubt
Is hangin' over my head
It's just an angel whose wings hide the sun
And it's myself I betray
I can not wish this away
Took my chance now the damage is done
- Excerpts from 'all i want is everything' by Def Lep
And oh yes... Happy New Year!
Is crying out in shame
Holding on to this sinking ship
When nothing else remains
It's hard to hold your head up
When you're kneeling down to pray
And the talking dooesn't come easy now
When the words get in the way
And if you could see what's going on
Behind these private eyes
The truth would look so easy now
But I'm running out of lies
You think the shadow of doubt
Is hangin' over my head
It's just an angel whose wings hide the sun
And it's myself I betray
I can not wish this away
Took my chance now the damage is done
- Excerpts from 'all i want is everything' by Def Lep
And oh yes... Happy New Year!
5 comments:
oho! take care and happy new year to you babes, meet up sometime :D
scary...
It's just an angel whose wings hide the sun
this hits me
Ever heard of the concept of "organised clutter"??The term at times can bring into perspective a lot of things in life..
Happy New Year sweetie!! :D
arpz: new yr resolution! to meet up with u!!!!
anirudh: n i thot tat was the mostest beautiful line! :)
sam: :D nw we r talkin!! but i need for a sunday to cross my path n get my butt out of bed/office chair!!! :) Happy New Year to u too babes!
meri bhi fav yahi line thi
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