Thursday, August 28, 2008

deeper in the whirlpool

she's fighting... she's fighting with herself to let go... she hates the fact she's breaking in her own soul.. she had promised to be strong... (promised to herself..) she asks herself why!

she can fake it to the whole world... she can blame it all on something else... but she knows deep within what it is.. she knows she's shivering at the thought...

this silence when it breaks will be a loud scream... this silence in all its benignity is a crashing bout of madness... a madness that is gripping her and ensconcing her with her each passing moment...

it is but her insanity maybe... it's rankling her right now...

6 comments:

WritingsForLife said...

ahh.. wonderful :-)
I can relate.

Sam said...

I dunno how to say it Ani, you just echoed my thoughts.. The similarity is difficult to ignore with each passing day!!

Sangfroid said...

lul before the storm! hoping that the storm eases out and gives way to a gentle breeze soon.

infinite_thoughts said...

perhaps this is the scenario with almost all o us....
i wonder wats gonna happen d day everybody breaks together...

ani said...

raaji: :)

sam: it's getting scary now!

sangfroid: :) hoping!

infinite thoughts: we become God's debris!

ani said...

it broke.. it took a few other souls with it... but now there is an all pervading quiescence... if i quote a professor from long time back "bhookamp bhi nahi hila sakta". Om!